People need to live, laugh, feel pain, feel love... learn from it all, we all need to go through alot, then we truly start to becoming wise. I have been hearing alot about how pointless people think life is, how they feel so empty, even tho ive been through this myself, i want to talk about the after effects of it.... once you have felt alone... felt pain...love...laughed....cried. You then start to think so much more differantly, you find wonders in such small things. Friends singing all crazy and shit, in a car people sitting out at night at a beach... playing music together, no matter how bad i might think my playing is ^_^; i still enjoy it. i might not have a job....or go to school yet.. and even tho am always trying to get into both.. ive always been botherd by how many people have a job, and go to school that feel so empty on the inside... just live.... feel the wind, feel the music, FEEL! its so easy.......ahg!

Beyond this world, into my mind, all i see is wonders. Always day dreaming smiling on the inside gently. Cuz if i did it out in the open people would think am weird! theres so much going on all around.... ^_-

God i love hanging out.