theres to much stress, so much pain, so much that i can't keep my mind straight am riding on the back of so much pressure. its getting to me, feeling useless, feeling unable, and most of the time unwilling to change, memory's of how things were keep me constantly in cheack. ive seen so much bullshit, so much crap, and all the while ive witnessed so much greatness and kindness. but the fact still remains that am not the same, in the back of my mind am always thinking always on the run, is it myself?. i just want to relax, not feel like i have the world riding on my shoulders constantly, people need to run for themselfs, i cant do it for them